This pic was taken 1 year after my hubby died in Iraq. We never go to have a honeymoon, and 1 week after we were married he had to fly back to Iraq. We were only married 6 months and he would of wanted me to go on the cruise since we got the tickets for a wedding present. In the 6 months he was gone, I was diagnoised with Breast cancer(milignant) and I lost all my hair, gained all kinds of weight, and felt like my life was over after I found out a car bomber killed him and his crew. So 6 months after burying him up on Pikes Peak, CO., my hair started growing back, then my g/f colored my hair(what little there was) and I left on my honeymoon trip without my hubby, but with a part of him always with me. Now its coming up to Our 7th year of being apart on February 14th 2011. I had a alright time on my cruise, but it would of been so much better if he was there with me.